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Letter to my employer: I hate you and hope you die.

Written by Lincoln Adams on November 25, 2009 | 3 Comments
Filed Under: My Job

So it’s Thanksgiving Eve, and they let everyone go home early! Except of course, me. Not because I’m essential, mind you, but simply because I’ve caused trouble with the higher ups before, so this is either their way of getting back at me, or it’s because they presume because I’m youngish and single I obviously…

Tags: alone, depression, home, loneliness, Thanksgiving, work

How geocaching made me fall in love with the city again.

Written by Lincoln Adams on October 25, 2009 | 7 Comments
Filed Under: Geocaching

Today was probably the most fun day I’ve had in a while. I took an extended walk downtown, and armed with my iPod and my steely wits, I was ready to make a second go of geocaching. I couldn’t locate the first cache on my list, but the second one proved to me why this…

Tags: city, geocache, geocaching, ipod touch, loneliness, lonely, park, single

This Will Be My Last Valentine’s Day Alone

Written by Lincoln Adams on February 13, 2009 | 13 Comments
Filed Under: Romance and Relationships

And that is without a doubt, because by next year I’ll not only be debt free, I’ll also have a nice little nest egg too, so I’ll be able to afford a hooker for V-Day 2010. What? I’m not gonna do anything, I’m just looking for the company, that’s all. Hopefully though it won’t come…

Tags: blog, depression, failure, loneliness, single, success, Valentine

Broadsided by Beauty

Written by Lincoln Adams on December 5, 2008 | 8 Comments
Filed Under: My Job

I hate Friday nights when I’m working. My schedule is set up that I have to work by myself till late, so there’s no one around in the office, and the building itself pretty much shuts down except for a few stragglers here and there. Usually this is the time for me to strip down…

Tags: loneliness

Why The Christmas Spirit Left Me Like a Cheap Ho

Written by Lincoln Adams on December 3, 2008 | 15 Comments
Filed Under: Romance and Relationships

There used to be a time in my life when Christmas actually FELT like Christmas. I used to get into it so much that I would get out my Christmas tree and start decorating before even Halloween itself came around, much less the holiday season. The magic in the air was just intoxicating, and I…

Tags: alone, Christmas, christmas tree, despair, dream, dreams, loneliness, tradition

Coming to the end of all things

Written by Lincoln Adams on November 16, 2008 | 2 Comments
Filed Under: Personal Reflections

Death, Surrounds us, Draws us, Time stands still, Yet moves so quickly, Alone, Unwanted, Unloved, Darkness seeps in, I am cold, Am I alive, or am I a ghost?

Tags: alone, death, depression, loneliness

Why Obama Will Win – Hint: It’s Real Wrath of God Type Stuff

Written by Lincoln Adams on October 2, 2008 | 24 Comments
Filed Under: Christianity, Politics

Remember that scene from Ghostbusters? Dr. Peter Venkman: This city is headed for a disaster of biblical proportions. Mayor: What do you mean, “biblical”? Dr Ray Stantz: What he means is Old Testament, Mr. Mayor, real wrath of God type stuff. Dr. Peter Venkman: Exactly. Dr Ray Stantz: Fire and brimstone coming down from the…