3 words: Mail. Order. Brides.

Hey linc…let’s all go smoke pot with Paul and frolic through fields of lollipops and skittles. YAY!

Just get me a woman you damned fool and I’ll be happy.

Wow, that was a long one!

No kidding.

Duly noted though.

Hey linc…let’s all go smoke pot with Paul and frolic through fields of lollipops and skittles. YAY!

Wow, that was a long one!

Well man, looks like it’s been a while since anyone has done anything with this site, but just incase you still look at it, like the first person said, you’re not alone. I tend to gripe alot and say stuff that can and has often got me in trouble with others. I tried several times to change myself and found that I failed at it everytime. Until someone told me I was trying to take big steps. They said you don’t become a chain smoker in one day, so why should you quit all in one day. You don’t become prejudice in one day, so don’t try to stop being prejudice in one day, etc.etc.etc. The thing is…. you wanna do it in baby steps. Work on one piece of you at a time. Instead of looking at the negativity that is all around you, thing of the positive things that you still have around you. Would you blow up the world because 90% of the world is corrupt, even though the other 10% might be your best friends? Charish the positive things in your life. Look at the positive things you have and try to block out all the negative things. If you find that what everyone is doing in the world, whether politics or even around the corner from you, don’t concern yourself with them. Only worry about you! Because you and your family and closest friends is all that matters right? Not the rest of the world. Trying to keep up with what goes in the world is like a big soap opera. Who cares what everyone is doing. That is how I kinda look at it now. Who cares if teens these days are getting pregnant and doing drugs. Make sure your kids and maybe your best friends kids aren’t. If everybody else did the same, perhaps the world would be better, but everyone is worried about what everyone else is doing. I may have gone off the subject a lil, but… life isn’t worth stressing over. It really isn’t. My supervisor sat me down one day and asked.. ” What are you stressing over so much? Is this work getting to you that bad? ” I said yeah.. and he said … ” Why? Just do the best you can. Crap is gonna happen. Just do what you can and that’s it!” Just take it easy. Don’t let everyone get to you. Don’t let the world get to you. You aren’t responsible for the world. Don’t care what others think or feel about you. So what! Obviously they care more about you than they do themselves, perhaps because their life is boring and they find yours so much more interesting. I don’t know. Try to find some piece in your life. Savor the moment constantly. Sip on some tea, some coffee, sip it slowly… enjoy the flavor. Enjoy the moment, the time you have to sit back and relax. Sit back and watch life go back, this will give you plenty of thinking time for yourself. Anyways, this is turning into a book. Later man!

This is true, when life gets me down, I can always turn to drugs.