“Linkie?”
“Yeah, Karen?” Karen was a co-worker of mine who worked in our firearms division. I’ve had a thing for her ever since she started working here…that is, until she passed me up and married another co-worker last January. Of course.
“Do you know what band sang the song with the line ‘broken wings’ in it?” She then proceeded to hum the song, her cute face partly visible as she leaned over the cubicle wall that divided us.
“Hmmm, not sure, but I can Google the lyrics pretty quickly for you if you want. You can check to see which band rings a bell.”
“Is Mick around? Maybe he knows,” she said, completely ignoring my suggestion. Her hands were on top of the wall now, the shiny wedding ring on her finger gleaming in the light. I cursed inwardly.
But it wasn’t just the ring that annoyed me. I also HATED it when people would initially ask me for help, and then quickly dismiss me out of hand in favor of someone else. Don’t even give me a chance here to prove I’m not the idiot they think I am. Sheesh.
Dammit people, I’m a @#$%-ing human being. Can I not be afforded some modicum of respect at least?
“Sorry, Mick went on vacation. Let me look it up for you though, I’m sure I can find it. I’ll let you know.”
“Ok…” she said, and her head dropped out of sight. I could still hear her humming the song from beyond the wall.
I went to Google and found the lyrics to several songs containing the phrase “broken wings”, so I jumped up to call Karen over and have her take a look.
“Hey Karen,” I said, peering over the wall, “I got a few hits here and…”
But she was already gone.
I just stood there, marveling over how easily this woman could still hurt me, even now.
“Take these broken wings,
And learn to fly again,
And learn to live so free.
And when we hear the voices sing,
The book of love will open up,
And let us in….“
Up yours Mister Mister.















Awww…you just don’t get a break.
No, I don’t.
On the upside, at least it provides good writing fodder.
I had the same experience. I spent a lot of time depressed. All I can say is don’t fret it. You’ll find the right girl eventually. Don’t pray for a specific individual; pray for God’s choice in his timing. Worked for me, anyway.
@Casey: That advice seems to work for everyone except me. I must be cursed or something.
Or maybe I’m just such a bad character that God has to keep all the good ones away from me so they won’t be defiled by my evilness.
Seems you’ve got two Caseys reading your blog. I’ll go with CaseyC from now on to prevent confusion. The rain falls on the righteous and the unrighteous…Even with all your evilness I’m sure you’ll find someone in God’s time.
Whatever you do, don’t rush it! You could end up yoked to the spawn of satan!
@CaseyC: Yeah for a minute I thought you were him and wanted to ask, “What the @#$% are you doing in Japan?!?!?!?”
Casey is an old friend of mine though, so always happy to see another Casey join the mix.