I haven’t heard anything from Uptown Girl since I last sent her an email, and I don’t expect to. However, she does show up a lot on AIM (AOL Instant Messaging), and there are times where I’m sorely tempted to drop her a line just to see what she says. I wish I had thought of instant messaging her instead of sending an email, and even though it probably would not have made much of a difference, it’s still something I regret not doing. So instead I just watch, wondering what she’s surfing, if she’s already forgotten about me, or if maybe, just maybe, she wants to email me but hasn’t thought of what to say yet. Just maybe?

God I’m so lonely.